A Blur Night

Babe..
i lost myself right at the second i lose you.
take the pieces of me and remember me that way.
if i could hug you right now,
i would.
this time,
i'm telling God to fix you
to heal you
to fill you
to hug you so that you can feel me too
you did a good job,
you're the first one to ever let me make peace with trust, distance and cope with the pain.
you did a good job,
you made me happy.
you did a good job,
you knew how to treat me right and taught me things about appreciate and life.
you just gave up trying to fight because you didn't know how to cope with uncertaintly.
i never had a doubt about you, up til now.
i miss you so much and please remember that 
no matter how far life would take us apart
you're the first one to ever make me feel
"whole"

-unknown